Anxiety is a bitch
Accountability - I need some. Hence this blog. The last time I was this low, my mother and aunt came to my house for a "life intervention" that required me to go to therapy, get out of the house, and stop wallowing in my self-pity. My mom is no longer around, so I need to kick myself in the butt. Welcome to my blog. I struggle with a lot. Enjoy the ride. Today I'm struggling with: My self-image, my lack of motivation, my struggle in caring for my children. I had to pick up a child today because she was being bullied for having a stain on her shirt because I didn't check it before she left the house. I was too preoccupied with my own thoughts. Today I succeeded in: Not getting a coffee from the coffee shop and making it myself instead. Not immediately stopping everything to escape in a tv-related activity. Small failure: I made this blog as an escape from work, but also to vent my feelings, so lose-win? Tonight the kids want to decorate the house...